dialogue

- I'm sorry, i'm sorry, I didn't mean too.
- why don't you love me? Are you just biding your time with me?
- sorry, I thought you understood.
- So.. I am either hurt now or hurt later.... it's now, I guess.

....
As he watches her walk away, he feels a loss.
How is it possible, he thinks, to miss a women whom we kept at a distance, so that when she was gone, he would not miss her?
Only then does he realize how wanting part of her and not all of her... had hurt them both, and he cannot justify his actions except that, well, it was life.

dialogue from Shopgirl

New week, new life, new me.

And I say fuck him
Tonight I traded Clap Your Hands Say Yeah's show to go with P at the Matt Good solo prestation at the Cafe Campus. What a great show it was!. Worth the 5 hours standing up (my feet are kiling me!). The first act was Melissa McVelland from Toronto, I was hooked on the first note, I couldn't wait to go home and pick up my guitar to play some riffs.

And on my playlist this week:
Panic! At The Disco they're playing at the Metropolis July 16th
The Meligrove Band ..awesome!
She wants revenge
Belle & Sebastian
and of course Arctic Monkeys

oh and a little link here, since I MISSED the Arab Strap show last week.

I'm back

Back from a crazy pillow fight, in which I did not participate but my pillow sure did. You can see the pictures via Fred's Flickr.
Back from ice skating with P and Fred. I really don't master the Blades.

Back from a week, actually it was the worst week of my life. I "lost" my "bestfriend" well I thought he was. I thought that no matter what happened we would always be there for each other, I was wrong. He was my music, shows, movies, wine, laugh, shop, play buddy.. I lost more than a friend.