double-edged

I have blood shot eyes, red of same.
tears are falling out and words are quietly dying on my lips.

I'm ashame to have liked a man that I had invented for myself.
I dreamed a prince that did not exist.

On its words double-edged, I stabbed my soul of a certainty:
Even if I touch the skin of a man, he will not lend me his heart.

The feeling assassin of the beautiful look behind which nobody is interested to see.

I have at the far end of my throat, a stifled cry of refused love and the heavy stomach of the repetitive speeches of the un-attached lovers.

Nothing worst

"Tu penses à ton ex, ex, ex...
Peut-être que tu avais tort
C'est sexuel, sexuel

Y'a rien de pire que la solitude après minuit
Rien de pire..."

-Dumas


It's amazing that it's hard for me these days to go to sleep alone.
The emptiness that is installed in my bed is more and more empty, night after night.

I'm beginning to get bored of begging to get some hugs and kisses..
it's like i'm morphing into somebody that i'm not, someone that I don't like.

I don't know what happened, I use to be great on my own.

Mania

It's too hard!! for the past month i've been fighting the urge to get a new tattoo..

Since my first inking years ago people have been asking me "What will you do at age 80 with tattoos all over?" (I don't have tattoos all over don't get scared!). My response to them always been.. I don't live for the long run, I live for the moment, right now if I want a tattoo I'll get one that's it, I wont deprive myself of want I want cause I MAY be regreting them when i'm 80. I prefer regreting things because I did them than because I didn't do them.

But now, i'm wondering if it's enough, if I should stop but I always wanted a half sleeve, maybe it's too much, i don't know... I guess i'm getting older..Maybe the urge will go away, hopefully it will go away.

Tropical fruit

Alright Alright.. one of you told me to post or he'll trow his tropical fruits in my direction..;)

I'm in vacation for 2 weeks!!.. i'll try to catch some Zzzzs, but for now it's all about free time for me, i'll finally be able to work on my new BD project.. i'll keep you posted about that as soon as i'm happy with my character research.. i'll need your help for naming them tho.

Am I the only one who excited about Charlie and the chocolate factory?..
I can't find someone to go with me...It's Tim burton!!!..come on!..show me that 10 bucks!
I grew up with that movie...ohhh, that may explained why i'm so weird sometimes ;)

ohh and I added a new link go check it out!

till next time folks ;)

Silent Alarm remixed

Death from Above 1979, Ladytron. Four tet, M83, Mogwai, Automato and Nick Zinner of Yeah Yeah Yeahs are busy remixing the well acclaimed Bloc Party recent album, Silent Alarm..
The CD will be out august 30th.

On another note, I guess you were wondering what will happen after the break up of the Montreal' based the Unicorns?.. well.. a new group emerged.. our very own Island..
take a sneak peak
"Flesh"
"Abominable Snow"

Provided by the simple mission

M&Mmm good..

There's a new Tv spot for M&M's, featuring the song Such Great Heights by The postal service but i'm not sure if it's the cover from Iron and Wine or the real deal, i'll have to check into that.. does anyone know?..

Makes me want to eat chocolate!.. Like I need a reason to eat some ;)

Sorry for the lack of fresh post.. it's summer!!
yay!
I'll post more often
hum deja vue